I've never tasted like these before And though they are the I have known Their simple is none but one of joy For now it seems I may not be Upon this earth as I have 'til now A truly twist of fate For I had given up on Especially myself, and thought it Too for any soul to cast a line His hook hit the ice and snap in two But someone blew a kiss and with his Unfroze ne'er a roaring fire could do An now is mine and from the start I that I was bound to let him in But I smile I weep because I know That ends so that this can begin God, what a fool am I, or am I For years have I kept in my heart The name of one who never had more But I wrote about and set apart From other men, though did I tell My feelings, nay, but used him as a An inspiration, something to But rarely did I think on what I'd If my affections were replaced By someone living, breathing, and real For while I my life to him in song The same for me I knew he did not If I could the truth, I'd say I planned To go on in this fashion for all I didn't care he care for me As long as I could own him in each And have to think about each night When torment after wracked my soul To in sorrow, bathe in pain's delight To my pages was my only goal Until the day I to call it love For love was the only I had known And I could keep the rest away For in my I never was alone And being thus in love, with a specter, I never did expect, nor wish, nor To take in that holy place in my mind I knew no one was there Yay, in my mind, but not so in my I loved, I swear I loved, else why this When of my will I up the door And swept the where I swore hed remain And something within me as I sweep As something new is in every tear Past years of memories I to keep A future I both long for and fear There really was no question it came This star, both fire and gentleness Who never gave me time to my choice But made my his own with each caress For and only once I did not think Where I should feel and for I was proud But it was one thing to enact the And something to say the word aloud For I had, I felt a shadow fade Which me had hung for all these years And no true loss in all the world could The of someone passing with my tears I hadn't known then how lost I was Enveloped in mist of my design So of me my muse had thus become That in my no star was seen to shine it bore some of my phantom's light Or carried of music in the beams Until my was open to the view No man could enter, except in my Its now and I am not afraid I know full what I am meant to do But late at night when I my muse I cry for us as though he knew That I had waited to hear my name Once spoken as it should have always Id wait there but someone real appeared And stole the heart no man could to win If to my muse I'd ever said It might not this much to say goodbye But there is something in this scene may appear as joyous to the eye Of who witnesses myself Bound in the arms and lips of my new Completed in a way never been And healing I thought would never mend The truth that my reality The I dreamed but never thought Id meet And now I look back except in dreams Yet I do the pain is always sweet For pain can show me who I was And from girl to me how much Ive grown Ive never tasted tears like before And yes, they are the saddest I have