My tea's gone I'm wondering why I. got out of bed at all The morning rain up my window. and I see at all And even if I could all be gray, but your picture on my It me, that it's not so bad, not so bad.
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Dear Slim, I wrote but you ain't callin I left my cell, my pager, and my home at the bottom I sent two letters back in autumn, you must got 'em probably was a problem at the post office or somethin Sometimes I scribble addresses too when I jot 'em but anyways; it, what's been up? Man how's your daughter? My girlfriend's pregnant too, I'm to be a father If I have a daughter, what I'ma call her? I'ma name her I read about your Uncle Ronnie too I'm I had a kill himself over some bitch who didn't want him I know you probably hear everyday, but I'm your biggest fan I even got the shit that you did with Skam I got a room full of your posters and pictures man I like the you did with Rawkus too, that shit was fat Anyways, I hope you get man, hit me back, just to chat, truly yours, your fan This is
Dear Slim, you ain't called or wrote, I hope you have a chance I ain't mad - I just think FUCKED UP you don't answer fans If you didn't wanna talk to me outside your you didn't to, but you coulda signed an autograph for Matthew That's my little brother man, only six years old We waited in the cold for you, four hours and you said, "No." That's pretty shitty man - you're like his fuckin He to be just like you man, he likes you more than I do I ain't that mad though, I just don't like bein to when we met in Denver - you said if I'd write you you write back - see I'm just like you in a way I knew my father neither; he to always cheat on my mom and beat her I can relate to you're saying in your songs so I have a shitty day, I drift away and put 'em on cause I don't really got shit else so that helps when I'm depressed I even got a of your name across the chest Sometimes I even cut myself to see how much it It's adrenaline, the pain is such a sudden rush for me See everything you say is real, and I respect you cause you it My girlfriend's jealous cause I talk about you But she don't know you I know you Slim, no one does She don't know what it was like for like us growin up You gotta call me man, be the biggest fan you'll ever lose yours, Stan -- P.S. We be together too
Mister-I'm-Too-Good-To-Call-Or-Write-My-Fans, this'll be the last package I ever send ass It's been six and still no word - I don't deserve it? I know you got my last two I wrote the on 'em perfect So this is my I'm sending you, I hope you hear it I'm in the car right now, I'm doing 90 on the Hey Slim, I drank a of vodka, you dare me to drive? You know the song by Collins, "In the Air of the Night" that guy who coulda saved that other guy from drowning but didn't, then Phil saw it all, at a a show he found him? That's how this is, you coulda rescued me from drowning Now it's too - I'm on a 1000 downers now, I'm drowsy and all I wanted was a letter or a call I hope you know I ripped +ALL+ of pictures off the wall I you Slim, we coulda been together, think about it You ruined it now, I hope you can't sleep and you dream it And when you dream I hope you can't and you SCREAM about it I hope your conscience EATS AT YOU and you BREATHE without me See Shut up bitch! I'm tryin to talk! Hey Slim, that's my girlfriend in the trunk but I slit her throat, I just tied her up, see I ain't like you cause if she suffocates she'll suffer more, and then die too Well, gotta go, I'm almost at the now Oh shit, I forgot, I supposed to send this shit out?
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Dear Stan, I meant to write you sooner but I just been You your girlfriend's pregnant now, how far along is she? Look, I'm really you would call your daughter that and an autograph for your brother, I wrote it on the cap I'm sorry I see you at the show, I musta missed you Don't I did that shit intentionally just to diss you But what's this shit you said about you like to cut your wrists I say shit just clownin dogg, c'mon - how up is you? You got some issues Stan, I think you need some to help your ass from bouncing off the walls when you get down And what's shit about us meant to be together? That type of shit'll make me not want us to each other I really think you and your girlfriend each other or you just need to treat her better I hope you get to read this letter, I just hope it reaches you in before you yourself, I think that you'll be doin just fine if you relax a little, I'm glad I you but Stan why are you so mad? Try to understand, I do want you as a fan I just don't you to do some crazy shit I seen this one shit on the news a couple weeks ago made me sick Some dude was and drove his car over a bridge and had his girlfriend in the trunk, and she was with his kid and in the car they found a tape, but didn't say who it was to Come to about, his name was. it was you Stan!