If I told you I to talk to you, You know, You'd think I'm holla at you. And I am but, You wouldn't hear me out anyways you?
Rather lose than to move on never knowing what it feel like. days, long nights, By the phone, no call. Need a clear mind cause I blind, got me goin' down that road. Heart of stone, Far from home, Black you cold. Every that you ever had with another man I gotta face. Started off on ice, I'm still but I can't skate. Slow sink, cant breathe, no remorse, think. Listen to your friend, get man for a minute then repeat. Queen, you the title but she rejects what I give, while she nurse the wounds by them. them, didnt work, Got standards, I'ma do is gone work. Diary of a girl.
(chorus) I why, i sit and cry, Wish i could all these tears, Im and out, keep on moving and tryna get out, I dont know how to on, Where i wrong, I wish i could live no fear, So and out, I'll keep it moving and get out, Somehow.
girl....
Raised by a who, who, Hates her baby so, so She dont a problem with, with, Saying fuck a Quick, quick. I'm just tryna be the one who never run, but you run away me. girlfriend's man cheat, cheat, Why not me the thing? She can't see in me, i see in her. This she inherit can't be reversed. I can't even stay in the shade of all the motherfuckers that played ya. The irony in that is that I aint't even that, but you put it pages. Wife, you deserve the label but, you been before so you sore and don't feel you able. Tried them, didn't work. Got impossible standards. that I ever do work, of a black girl....
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See all I ever wanna do is be relevant. Just tell me that I ever anything, Or that you could ever see me and you in another light. But it's like the dark woman indures the darkest nights by the man, And mostly all of them made you somewhat incapable of a first impression. I do is I channel my aggression with no cable or antenna, Just to impress you, if capable, Hoping that the material can materialise to a better you... Cars, nothing I drive can you out of this frame of mind. such a ugly picture in it. And, Money, nothing I buy can buy me more time for your ears to tell your to listen to it. Diamonds, a best friend is what they say, but believe me with the right allegience shorty you gone shine anyways. And that goes by is a couple more lines in her diary. The day is better than the present, so anyone presented in her presence endures life sentences. No key for release, no reason to be around. Her in the clouds. She it all down.... In her diary....
(chorus) I why, I sit and cry, I could share all my tears, Im and out, I'll it moving and try to get out, I dont know how to on, Where I wrong, Wish I could live no fear, Im so and out, I'll it moving and tryna get out, Somehow, Somehow......