If I you I wanted to talk to you, You know, You'd I'm try'na holla at you. And I am but, You wouldn't hear me out anyways you?
Rather lose love than to move on never knowing what it like. Short days, nights, By the phone, no call. Need a clear cause I been blind, got me goin' down that road. made of stone, Far from home, woman you cold. Every problem that you ever had with man I gotta face. Started off on ice, I'm still but I can't skate. Slow sink, cant breathe, no remorse, think. Listen to your friend, get man for a minute then repeat. Queen, you deserve the title but she rejects what I give, while she the wounds by them. Tried them, work, Got standards, Nothing I'ma do is work. Diary of a girl.
(chorus) I why, i sit and cry, i could shed all these tears, Im and out, keep on moving and tryna get out, I know how to move on, i went wrong, I wish i could live no fear, So and out, I'll keep it moving and get out, Somehow.
girl....
Raised by a who, who, Hates her baby so, so She have a problem with, with, Saying a nigga Quick, quick. I'm just be the one who never run, but you run away from me. Your man cheat, cheat, Why not me the same She can't see in me, i see in her. pain she inherit can't be reversed. I can't even living in the shade of all the motherfuckers that played ya. The irony in that is I aint't even that, but you put it those pages. Wife, you deserve the label but, you been before so you sore and don't feel you able. Tried them, didn't work. Got standards. Nothing that I ever do work, of a black girl....
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See all I ever wanna do is be relevant. tell me that I ever meant anything, Or that you could ever see me and you in another light. But it's the dark woman indures the darkest nights by the wrong man, And mostly all of them have made you somewhat of a first impression. What I do is I channel my aggression no cable or antenna, Just to impress you, if capable, that the material possesions can materialise to a better you... Cars, I drive can drive you out of this frame of mind. with such a ugly in it. And, Money, nothing I buy can buy me more time for your ears to your heart to listen to it. Diamonds, a girl's best friend is what they say, but believe me with the allegience shorty you gone shine anyways. And that goes by is a couple more lines in her diary. The day before is than the present, so anyone presented in her presence endures life sentences. No key for release, no reason to be around. Her in the clouds. She it all down.... In her diary....
(chorus) I why, I sit and cry, Wish I share all my tears, Im and out, I'll it moving and try to get out, I dont know how to on, Where I wrong, Wish I could with no fear, Im so and out, I'll keep it and tryna get out, Somehow, Somehow......