Luyện nghe bài hát Going Through Changes

I'm through changes
I'm going through

Lately I really, feel I'm rolling for like Philly
I feel like I'm control of myself, I sincerely
I apologize if all that I like, is I'm complaining
But life keeps on and I'm debating

On leaving this world, this evening, my girls
Can see I'm grievin', I try and it
But I can't, why do I act like I'm all high and
When inside, I'm dying, I am finally I need help
I can't do it by

Too weak, 2 I've been having ups and downs
through peaks and valleys, dilly dallying
Around with the idea of ending the shit here

I'm hatin' my reflection, I walk around the house tryin' to mirrors
I can't stand what I like, yeah, I look fat, but what do I care?
I give a fuck, only I fear is Hailie
I'm afraid if I close my I might see her, shit

I'm going through
I'm through changes

I lock in the bedroom, bathroom, nappin' at noon
Yeah, dad's in a bad mood, always snappin' at you
Marshall, happened at you? Can't stop with these pills
And you've off with your skills
And your own fans are at you

It a problem you're too pussy to tackle, get up
Be a man, stand, a man woulda had this shit handled
you just had your heart ripped out and crushed
They say Proof just flipped out, homie swift out and bust

Nah, it like Doody to do that
He wouldn't fuckin' shoot at, nobody, he first
But on it only makes the night worse
Now I'm poppin Vic's, perks and Methadone
Yeah 'em, verse, you killed it

Fuckin' drug dealers around me like yes man
And they gon' do whatever I says when, I it
in their best interest to protect their investment
And I just lost my fuckin' best friend, so fuck it, I then

I'm going through
I'm going through
(Don't know what I'm through)
(But I just keep on through changes)

My friends can't understand this new me
That's understandable man but just how bananas
You'd be, be an animal too, if you were trapped
In this fame and caged in it a zoo
And lookin' at you, what you want me to do?

I'm startin' to live like a recluse and the is
startin' to give me an excuse, to be at a all time low
I sit alone in my home theater, the same damn DVD
Of the first tour, the last tour, he was still

And it hurt sore, fast forward, sleepin' pills'll make me feel
And if I'm still in the middle of the night
I just take a more, yeah, you're motherfuckin' right
I ain't slowin' down for no one, I am almost bound

Almost in a coma, yeah, homie, come on, don't now
Daddy, don't you die on me, daddy, better hold your
Fuck, don't I know the sound of voice
Yeah, baby, hold me

I'm through changes
I'm through changes
(Don't know what I'm through)
(But I keep on going through changes)

Wake up in the
Full of tubes, somehow I'm pullin' through
Swear when I come back be bulletproof
I'ma do it just for Proof, I think I should a few
Facts 'cause I may not get a again to say the truth

Shit it just hit me that if I would notta made it through?
I think about the I would never got to say to you
I'd get to make it right, so here's what I came to do
this one is for you, Whitney and Alaina too

I still love your mother, never change
about her every day, we just could never get it together
Hey, there was a better way, for me to say it
But I swear on everything, I'd do for her on any day

There are just too many things to explain, it rains
it pours, yes it does, wish there wasn't any pain
But I can't pretend there ain't, I ain't any blame
I ain't fingers, heaven knows there never been a saint

I know it just like we just pissed away our history
And just today, I looked at your picture, hate to say
I you self consciously, wish it didn't end this way
But I just had to get away, don't why
I don't know what to say, I guess I'm

I'm going changes
I'm going through
(Don't know I'm going through)
(But I keep on going through changes)