Luyện nghe bài hát Going Through Changes

I'm through changes
I'm through changes

Lately I really, feel like I'm rolling for like
I feel I'm losing control of myself, I sincerely
I apologize if all I sound like, is I'm complaining
But life on complicating and I'm debating

On leaving this world, this evening, my girls
Can see I'm grievin', I try and it
But I can't, why do I act I'm all high and mighty
When inside, I'm dying, I am finally I need help
I do it by myself

Too weak, 2 I've been having ups and downs
Going through and valleys, dilly dallying
Around with the idea of ending the shit right

I'm my reflection, I walk around the house tryin' to fight mirrors
I stand what I look like, yeah, I look fat, but what do I care?
I a fuck, only thing I fear is Hailie
I'm afraid if I close my eyes I see her, shit

I'm through changes
I'm going changes

I lock in the bedroom, bathroom, nappin' at noon
Yeah, dad's in a bad mood, he's always at you
Marshall, what happened at you? stop with these pills
And you've fallen off with your
And your own are laughin' at you

It a problem you're too pussy to tackle, get up
Be a man, stand, a real man woulda had shit handled
Know you just had your heart out and crushed
They say Proof just flipped out, homie swift out and bust

Nah, it like Doody to do that
He wouldn't fuckin' shoot at, nobody, he fights
But dwellin' on it makes the night worse
Now I'm poppin Vic's, perks and pills
Yeah 'em, tight verse, you it

Fuckin' dealers hang around me like yes man
And they gon' do I says when, I says it
in their best interest to protect their investment
And I just lost my fuckin' friend, so fuck it, I guess then

I'm going changes
I'm through changes
(Don't what I'm going through)
(But I just keep on through changes)

My friends just can't this new me
That's understandable man but just think how
You'd be, you'd be an animal too, if you were
In fame and caged in it like a zoo
And everybody's lookin' at you, what you me to do?

I'm startin' to live a recluse and the truth is
Fame startin' to me an excuse, to be at a all time low
I sit alone in my theater, watchin' the same damn DVD
Of the tour, the last tour, he was still alive

And it hurt sore, forward, sleepin' pills'll make me feel alright
And if I'm awake in the middle of the night
I just take a couple more, yeah, you're motherfuckin'
I slowin' down for no one, I am almost homeward bound

Almost in a coma, yeah, homie, come on, don't now
Daddy, don't you die on me, daddy, hold your ground
Fuck, don't I know the of that voice
Yeah, baby, me down

I'm through changes
I'm going through
(Don't know what I'm through)
(But I just keep on through changes)

up in the hospital
Full of tubes, plus I'm pullin' through
Swear I come back I'ma be bulletproof
I'ma do it just for Proof, I think I should a few
Facts 'cause I may not get a chance again to say the

Shit it just hit me what if I would notta made it through?
I think about the things I never got to say to you
I'd never get to make it right, so what I came to do
Hailie one is for you, Whitney and Alaina too

I still your mother, that'll never change
Think about her every day, we could never get it together
Hey, wish was a better way, for me to say it
But I on everything, I'd do anything for her on any day

There are just too many things to explain, when it
Guess it pours, yes it does, there wasn't any pain
But I can't pretend there ain't, I placin' any blame
I ain't pointin' fingers, heaven knows there been a saint

I know it just feels like we just pissed our history
And today, I looked at your picture, almost hate to say
I miss you self consciously, it didn't end this way
But I just had to get away, don't why
I know what else to say, I guess I'm

I'm going through
I'm going through
(Don't what I'm going through)
(But I keep on going through changes)