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I'm going through
I'm going changes

Lately I really, feel I'm rolling for like Philly
I feel like I'm losing of myself, I sincerely
I apologize if all I sound like, is I'm complaining
But keeps on complicating and I'm debating

On this world, this evening, even my girls
Can see I'm grievin', I try and it
But I can't, why do I act like I'm all and mighty
When inside, I'm dying, I am realizing I need help
I do it by myself

Too weak, 2 I've been having ups and downs
Going peaks and valleys, dilly dallying
with the idea of ending the shit right here

I'm hatin' my reflection, I walk around the house tryin' to fight
I can't stand what I look like, yeah, I look fat, but what do I
I a fuck, only thing I fear is Hailie
I'm if I close my eyes I might see her, shit

I'm through changes
I'm going through

I lock myself in the bedroom, bathroom, nappin' at
Yeah, in a bad mood, he's always snappin' at you
Marshall, what at you? Can't stop with these pills
And fallen off with your skills
And your own are laughin' at you

It become a problem you're too to tackle, get up
Be a man, stand, a man woulda had this shit handled
Know you just had your heart ripped out and
They say just flipped out, homie just swift out and bust

Nah, it ain't like to do that
He wouldn't fuckin' shoot at, nobody, he first
But dwellin' on it only makes the night
Now I'm poppin Vic's, perks and Methadone
'em, tight verse, you killed it

Fuckin' drug dealers hang me like yes man
And they do whatever I says when, I says it
It's in their interest to protect their investment
And I just lost my fuckin' best friend, so it, I guess then

I'm through changes
I'm going changes
(Don't know I'm going through)
(But I just on going through changes)

My just can't understand this new me
That's man but just think how bananas
You'd be, be an animal too, if you were trapped
In this fame and caged in it a zoo
And lookin' at you, what you want me to do?

I'm startin' to like a recluse and the truth is
Fame to give me an excuse, to be at a all time low
I sit alone in my home theater, the same damn DVD
Of the first tour, the tour, he was still alive

And it hurt sore, fast forward, sleepin' make me feel alright
And if I'm still awake in the of the night
I take a couple more, yeah, you're motherfuckin' right
I ain't slowin' for no one, I am almost homeward bound

Almost in a coma, yeah, homie, come on, don't now
Daddy, you die on me, daddy, better hold your ground
Fuck, I know the sound of that voice
Yeah, baby, me down

I'm through changes
I'm going changes
(Don't what I'm going through)
(But I just keep on through changes)

up in the hospital
Full of tubes, plus I'm pullin' through
Swear when I come back I'ma be
I'ma do it just for Proof, I I should state a few
Facts 'cause I may not get a chance to say the truth

Shit it just hit me that what if I would notta it through?
I think about the I would never got to say to you
I'd never get to make it right, so here's what I to do
Hailie this one is for you, Whitney and too

I love your mother, that'll never change
Think about her every day, we just could never get it
Hey, wish there was a way, for me to say it
But I swear on everything, I'd do for her on any day

There are too many things to explain, when it rains
Guess it pours, yes it does, wish there wasn't any
But I can't pretend there ain't, I ain't placin' any
I ain't pointin' fingers, heaven there never been a saint

I know it just feels like we just pissed away our
And just today, I at your picture, almost hate to say
I miss you consciously, wish it didn't end this way
But I had to get away, don't know why
I don't know what to say, I guess I'm

I'm going through
I'm through changes
(Don't know I'm going through)
(But I just keep on through changes)