Mom I I let you down And you say the days are happy Why is the power off, and I'm up? And mom, I he's not around But don't you the blame on me As you yourself another drink and
I we are who we are shining in the dark night, I drive on Maybe we took too far
I went in Never thinking about who what I said hurt, in what My mom got it the worst The of it, but as stubborn as we are Did I it too far? Cleaning out my and all them other songs But regardless I don't hate you ma! You're still to me, cause you're my mom Though far be it for you to be calling, my was Vietnam Desert Storm and of us put together Can form an atomic bomb equivalent to chemical And forever we can drag on and on But, to disagree That gift from me up under the tree don't mean shit to me You're kicking me out? It's fifteen degrees and it's Eve (little prick just leave) Ma, let me grab my fucking coat, anything to have other's goats Why we always at each others throats? Especially when dad, he us both We're in the same fucking boat, you'd that it'd make us close (nope) Further away drove us, but together headlights shine, a car full of belongings Still got a ways to go, to grandma's house it's straight up the road And I was the man of the house, the oldest, so my shoulders carried the of the load Nate got taken away by the state at eight years old, and That's when I realized you were sick and it wasn't fixable or And to this day we remained and I hate it though, but
I we are who we are Headlights shining in the dark I drive on Maybe we this too far
'Cause to this day we estranged and I hate it though 'Cause you even get to witness your grand baby's growth But I'm sorry mama for Out My Closet', at the time I was angry Rightfully maybe so, never meant that far to it though, 'cause Now I know it's not fault, and I'm not making jokes That song I no play at shows and I cringe every time it's on the radio And I of Nathan being placed in a home And all the you fed us And how I just wanted you to your own, but Now the medications taken over and your states deteriorating slow And I'm way too old to cry, that shit's though But ma, I you, so does Nathan yo All you did, all you said, you did your best to raise us Foster care, that cross you bare, few may be as as yours But I you Debbie Mathers, oh what a tangled web we have, 'cause One thing I never asked was where the my deadbeat dad was Fuck it I guess he had keeping up with every address But I'd have flipped every mattress, rock and desert cactus Own a of maps and followed my kids to the edge of the atlas Someone ever moved them me? That you could bet your ass's If I had to come down the chimney as Santa, kidnap them And although one has met their Once you pulled up in our one night as we were leaving to get some hamburgers Me, her and Nate, we introduced you, you And as you left I had this overwhelming come over me As we pulled off to go our paths, and I saw your as I looked back And I'm mad I get the chance to thank you for being my Mom and my Dad So Mom, please accept this as a tribute I this on the jet I guess I had to get off my chest, I hope I get the chance to lay it before I'm dead The stewardess said to fasten my seat belt, I guess we're So if I'm not dreaming, I hope you get this message I'll always love you from afar you're my mama
I we are who we are Headlights in the dark night I drive on Maybe we took too far
I a new life One without a So I'm coming home no matter what the cost And if the goes down Or if the crew wake me up know that I was alright And I was not to die
Oh even if there's to sing My children will me Just know I'm alright I was not to die I put my faith in my new girl So I say goodbye cruel world Just know that I'm I am not to die
I we are who we are shining in the dark night I drive on Maybe we this too far, I want a new life