Mom I know I let you And you say the days are happy Why is the power off, and I'm up? And mom, I know he's not But you place the blame on me As you pour yourself another and
I we are who we are shining in the dark night, I drive on Maybe we took too far
I in headfirst Never thinking about who I said hurt, in what verse My mom probably got it the The of it, but as stubborn as we are Did I take it too Cleaning out my and all them other songs But regardless I don't hate you ma! You're still beautiful to me, you're my mom Though far be it for you to be calling, my was Vietnam Desert Storm and both of us put Can form an atomic bomb equivalent to chemical And forever we can this on and on But, to disagree gift from me up under the Christmas tree don't mean shit to me You're me out? It's fifteen degrees and it's Christmas Eve (little prick just leave) Ma, let me grab my fucking coat, anything to have each goats Why we always at each others throats? Especially when dad, he us both in the same fucking boat, you'd think that it'd make us close (nope) Further away drove us, but together headlights shine, a car full of belongings Still got a ways to go, to grandma's house it's straight up the road And I was the man of the house, the oldest, so my carried the weight of the load Then got taken away by the state at eight years old, and That's when I realized you were sick and it wasn't or changeable And to this day we remained estranged and I it though, but
I we are who we are Headlights in the dark night I drive on Maybe we this too far
'Cause to this day we estranged and I hate it though 'Cause you ain't even get to witness your baby's growth But I'm sorry mama for Out My Closet', at the time I was angry Rightfully maybe so, never that far to take it though, 'cause Now I it's not your fault, and I'm not making jokes That song I no longer play at and I cringe every time it's on the radio And I think of being placed in a home And all the you fed us And how I just wanted you to taste own, but Now the medications taken over and your mental states deteriorating And I'm way too old to cry, shit's painful though But ma, I forgive you, so does yo All you did, all you said, you did your to raise us both Foster care, that cross you bare, few may be as heavy as But I love you Debbie Mathers, oh what a web we have, 'cause One thing I asked was where the fuck my deadbeat dad was Fuck it I he had trouble keeping up with every address But I'd have flipped every mattress, rock and desert cactus Own a collection of maps and followed my kids to the edge of the Someone ever moved them me? That you could bet your ass's If I had to come down the chimney dressed as Santa, them And although one has met grandma Once you pulled up in our drive one night as we were to get some hamburgers Me, her and Nate, we you, hugged you And as you I had this overwhelming sadness come over me As we off to go our separate paths, and I saw your as I looked back And I'm mad I get the chance to thank you for being my Mom and my Dad So Mom, please this as a tribute I wrote this on the jet I guess I had to get this off my chest, I I get the chance to lay it before I'm dead The stewardess said to fasten my seat belt, I guess crashing So if I'm not dreaming, I hope you get this message that I'll always you from afar 'Cause you're my
I we are who we are Headlights shining in the night I drive on Maybe we this too far
I a new life One without a So I'm coming home Well no matter the cost And if the plane down Or if the crew can't me up Just that I was alright And I was not to die
Oh even if there's songs to My children carry me Just know I'm alright I was not to die Because I put my faith in my new So I never say goodbye cruel Just know that I'm I am not to die
I we are who we are Headlights shining in the night I drive on Maybe we took too far, I want a new life